watermark faces
staring from sky tipsy—
every person sees eyes, a nose
in the blue clairvoyance above only interrupted
by a trespassing cloud and so every person
a poet in riveting gaze loves a cold spine
buffed warm with tears or brandy,
a hot shower’s purgatory — not
on my face sure but my back— yes please
like a pimple pinched in the privates, in the mind’s
ridiculous eye gloom turns ecstatic
without stimulus: unspeakable, untenable
yet you must trace— yes, please
my mother’s difficult voice the gist
of which coos like the watchman’s shrill
whistle at midnight: you should know
before I die, I want to see
my grandchildren her pitch hoisting
me to the top of a toy truck ramp
I slide down gentle inclination
towards noir restoration I look forward
to checking into a heritage hotel on the weekend
in the outer city where the gross particulars
of my bank balance can bare the cleverness
of digits one numeral colluding with another
to make a value so empirical it could
twist a vine of fate I have no clue of why
when I feel filthy impossible to pray after liturgies
of sudden lust where to go from yourself
but around hovering like a boorish fly feeding
on garish crumbs you wish the lips of unknown
rubbers to suckle it’s a blessing in disguise
to miss lovers you shall never have
how lovely then the assembling of storied splinters
chipped from a jigsaw prism
you can pass through as a number of beams
…
Satya Dash’s poems appear in Waxwing, Wildness, Redivider, Passages North, The Boiler, The Florida Review, Hobart, The Cortland Review and Poetry@Sangam among others. Apart from having a degree in electronics from BITS Pilani-Goa, he has been a cricket commentator too. He is a two-time Orison Anthology, Best New Poets and Best of the Net nominee. He spent his early years in Odisha and now lives in Bangalore, India. He tweets at: @satya043
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